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26 December 2008 @ 01:20 am
so um... apparently my new theme is robots? because i've got a cold metal heart. opinions?

also?

DID I MENTION THAT MAGGIE BOUGHT ME A YEAR OF ELJAY AND 100 ICONS!?!?! AH-MAZING!!!
 
 
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12 December 2008 @ 05:47 pm
tagged by aelora... because she wants me to waste time?

The Rules:
A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question. Please italicize the new question if you do that.
B. Tag eight people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.


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I'm not tagging people... um... just do it if you want. My f-list loves the memes...

In funny news... Syd was telling me about this project she's working on at school for her mom and dad for Christmas, and I go "Sounds cool."

And she goes, "You don't even know how cool it is... prepare to be dazzled."

And I about lost my shit giggling.
 
 
i feelin': boredbored
 
 
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08 December 2008 @ 04:21 am
what in the fuck is going on in this picture? is he headbutting her uterus? *does not compute*

twilight Pictures, Images and Photos

more randomness... why the fuck is this one guy not wearing a shirt?

twilight Pictures, Images and Photos

oy...
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i feelin': confusedconfused
 
 
 
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01 December 2008 @ 02:13 pm
i can't help myself... it just seems like far too perfect a way to waste time. behold the wonder:

1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. The first lines of twenty songs = a poem; the first line of the twenty-first song is the title

I'm nothing special, in fact, I'm a bit of a bore

I sing it one last time for you
Do you got a first aid kit handy?
loose lips might sink ships
I was quiet as a mouse when I snuck in your house
We've been a lot of places round the world
na na na na na na na na na na
Boys call you sexy
I hope you hang yourself with your H&M scarf
1 -2 -3 -4 HEY
Can you hear the drums, Fernando?
Your roomie is a Southern girl
Voted most likely to end up on the back of a milk box drink
Superstar, where you from?
If I were a boy
Today is gonna be the day that they're gonna throw it back to you
On the corner of main street
I would have given you all of my heart
No clouds in my stones
Trying to decide, trying to decide
Step back gonna come at you fast

ha ha ha ha... man... i have the shittiest taste in music EVER.
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So... I don't know if I'm suddenly getting sick as shit or if it's the lack of sleep and the shitty night I had last night telling my body to stay the fuck in bed... BUT I can hardly breath, my lungs feel like they're full of snot, my eyes are on fire, and I can't stop blowing my nose. Better be fucking allergies... I hate being sick.

In less selfish news (yeah right, like my blog would not be selfish? pishaw.)... It's that time of year man, but last night we lost four fucking patients. All of them were DNR's, and all but one had their families bedside. It just... it still fucking sucks. Well then I say shit like (In an IM conversation:) "If I disappear it's because a patient is coding.", and when the person I'm talking to goes "Um, don't know how to respond to that..." it occurs to me that that's probably not a normal reaction to death... annoyance and flippancy that is.

But... I think you have to have a sense of humor about it, or it fucking tears your heart out. Which... it does anyway. I mean, three nurses cried last night when they lost patients... I just don't have the tears left.

So then we also shipped two to ICU, one of whom was actively having an MI as we rushed him to the unit. He was scared and saying that his wife was going to be pissed if he died without calling her to warn her so she could be there, and all the other girls standing around him just kind of look at each other scared because his wife wasn't answering her phone. Well, you know what? That's not helpful. So I say, "Well you better not die with all of us here, or we're gonna be pissed, so let's toss that option off the table." The patient looked up and me and nodded, and the other nurses got back to work starting the nitro drip and getting more IV access, and for a minute the fact that his heart was betraying him before our very eyes wasn't quite as serious.

Anyway, it was a loooooong and shitty ass night, and I was just ready to come home and go to bed. (Especially when my moron boss from hell made me want to rip out her fucking eyeballs this morning. A fucking nurse manager who's never been a nurse to a single patient in her fucking life should never tell an everyday nurse how to treat a patient... especially not in front of a patient!!! Had that been me she was talking to? I'd have dropped her ass right there and commenced the ass beating.)

BUT MY FUCKING PHONE WILL NOT STOP RINGING!!! (Which should come as no surprise to bubbles79) IN WHICH I RANT...Collapse )

Oy. At least now that I'm awake I'm writing porn, and when I do pass out I'll have happy, happy dreams.

Before I go... something I've been ruminating about;
"Sometimes I watch you sleep, it's..."

"Creepy."

God, laughing at Twilight is like a whole new world of awesome for me.
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where i'm at: bed
i feelin': sicksick
 
 
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20 November 2008 @ 10:39 pm
so it's one thing to fangirl over anchors and pundits. i mean... we kind of expect them to be pretty since they're on tv.

but what the hell is up with american politicians lately being all swoon-worthy? i mean... please tell me it's not just me! i have the raunchiest thoughts ever about certain american politicians... and it's not healthy. i mean... we're supposed to either respect or hate politicians, not want to jump in the sack with them... right? but then there's this:

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it's unhealthy... and i can't help myself... tell me i'm not alone. please?

i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn. i will not write politician porn.
 
 
i feelin': hornyhorny
 
 
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06 November 2008 @ 03:37 am
yeah... you know what really makes me happy? my patient has been asleep for HOURS... and um... i made a whole new look for my blog. it's a little osu pride, meets crazy romantic thing i said to a coworker. i blame you tammy. i never used to be sappy. you likes?

i am my own hero right now... cuz i'm totally digging it. am i crazy... or is it wonderful?
 
 
i feelin': excitedexcited
 
 
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05 November 2008 @ 01:25 pm
so i've read over my flist. it exploded in the best way ever with with HUGE omg's and YES WE DID's and THIS IS IT's. i am still in shock... i'm still a little blurry eyed... i'm still beyond wonderfully surprised, and happy, and satisfied, and above all else... HOPEFUL.

i'm not going to even try to comment on everyone's squee. just know that i read it... i share it... i feel it... it's real... and i adore you all.

Barack Pictures, Images and Photos
 
 
i feelin': drunkdrunkish... still...
do you hear what i hear: whatever jazzy coffee shop blend cd they have in... also MSNBC is on...
 
 
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03 November 2008 @ 03:54 pm
this election is wrecking my fucking nerves. i haven't been this emotional since... well... ok, so i can't really think of the last time i was this emotional.

bill bennett and donna brazile talking about obama losing his grandmother the day before the election literally just made me bawl. jesus christ...

PLEASE VOTE. IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY VOTED, IF YOU CAN VOTE, PLEASE VOTE. THIS ISN'T A JOKE, IT ISN'T SOMEONE ELSE'S RESPONSIBILITY, IT ISN'T ABOUT RACE OR RELIGION OR SOCIALISM. THIS IS ABOUT US... AS A NATION. WHAT WE CAN ACCOMPLISH WHEN WE COME TOGETHER, WHAT DIRECTION WE CAN TAKE OUR COUNTRY IN IF WE CHOOSE TO. DON'T BE SCARED, DON'T BE FOOLED, DON'T BE CONTROLLED OUT OF BELIEVING THAT YOUR VOTE COUNTS. VOTE. VOTE. PLEASE, VOTE.

 
 
i feelin': nervousnervous
do you hear what i hear: yes we can.